New Year

I'm not going to say that I'm making resolutions as I never keep them. Instead I'm going to say goals as I might keep to them better.

A couple of years ago, I used to be so care free and happy all the time. However, for some reason, I've stopped being so happy and have been quite miserable. As a result, my first goal is to be more positive and patient. I'm quick to temper and I'm very impatient when people don't understand, so that's my first one.  I especially need this goal with my family and boyfriend.
I work in a shop so I always try to act happy even when I'm not and sometimes it can be quite difficult, so maybe if I try to be more positive I'll be a happier person in general.

My second goal is to get a good job and move back to Sheffield, I do enjoy the job I have now, but it's not a career. I think from being at University on my own, I have become quite independent and moving back home has not been the best choice. I think for the sake of my relationships with my family, I need to move out again. Me and my dad have very similar temperaments, so we clash quite often and neither of us will back down. 

I don't think having loads of goals is good as trying to change too much is difficult and to be honest the goals I've set myself do include a lot of change. Moving out to live properly, on my own, in a different city with a proper job is scary. :s

Much love
xx